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شعرت برغبة شديدة في الكتابة بالعربية هذه المرة... أحوال بلدي تؤلمني .. كنت أعتقد أن الشرفاء لا يزالون هم الأكثرية ولكن كلما مر الوقت تأكدت أن بلدنا مليئة بالمتلونين.. كنت ساذجة لم أكن أتصور أن منصب أو سلطان يجعل إنسان ينحي ضميره جانبا...يرضى بالظلم ...يسكت عن الحق... يتخلى عن من أيده سلفا...سانده...صنعه...مات كي ينال حريته ويحكم....وحين يحكم...يطغى...يستبد...يوالس...يرضخ. كيف لإنسان ان يغير موقفه بـهذه السرعة؟؟؟ بالأمس كان في صف الثورة والثوار...المقهورين...المظلومين..واليوم يدافع عن الظلم والظلمة ويلتمس لهم الأعذار...كيف ؟؟
ألا يذكر حين كان في صفوف المقهورين؟؟

Third one :)

The power of the thought :)

 How powerful can a tiny new born idea in some dreamer's head be?? What are the standards by which you could tell this is a great idea or just a good one?? Is the thought itself the important part, or what follows? Is a great idea sufficient to change the world,  mere coincidence, or utter hard work?? Can an idea come to your mind just like that?? Or is it an accumulation of things you have experienced and seen?? Can a great idea work its way up just because it was a great idea in the first place?? Can an OK idea use the help of painstaking hard work and become a great one?? Does luck play a major role in making any given idea work?? What exactly is luck?? Is it something you can count on?? Are all great ideas capable of changing the world, or at least the worlds of those who created them?? How do you know that what you just came up with will be a hit?? Is one able to evaluate one's own ideas?? 

In my humble opinion, none of these questions matters, what really matters is that we should never stop thinking and dreaming of a better world. Pursue your dreams and believe in your ideas, maybe they are actually great ones.

second post :)

Hello,

This is my second post, it has been a while since I last wrote here. I am not actually sure what to write about this time, whether I shall continue my first note or write a new one.  Well, I think I am so much into understanding the nature of people and how they pull themselves up and become the strong well-put together people we (doubtful beings) wish to be like.

Speaking of strong people, appearances can be very deceiving. There is this person who is really lively and seems to have it all, or at least this is what I thought until I was told about their past. This person was a very regular kid that had their own low self-esteem problems, things that could have turned them into a social introvert or, to say the least, a loser. At first I did not believe their story, as the person I see before me now is a really confident, outspoken and lively one. I was really touched by their story and how strong-willed this person is to turn everything in their own favor and overcome anything that would lower their self-esteem. 

It is really nice that now everybody, including those who have known this person in the past, have forgotten the way they used to look before, everybody but this particular person. This very person should never forget what they were like in the past, so they would always remember how great and strong-willed they really are. It is not what we are born like, it is how we change the winds to our own favor that counts and the stronger the wind is, the more muscles it takes us to change it. At any age and under any circumstances it is still possible to be the person you want to be.